But it was hard for me to leave that alcohol alone. I asked her how she did it and she said by going to hear the old Indian teachings...When I was sitting there and heard those eagles say "Let go, let go of everything" I knew the Creator had forgiven me.
What sort of thinking dominates an alcoholic who repeats time after time the desperate experiment of the first drink?
Big Book pg. 35
(a) That we were alcoholic and could not manage our own lives.
(b) That probably no human power could have relieved our alcoholism.
(c) That God could and would if He were sought.
Big Book pg. 60
Grandfather let me see the lessons you send on how to live.