"We create that
bad among ourselves. We create it; then we try to call it devil, Satan, or
evil. But man creates it."
Wallace
Black Elk Lakota
Driven
by a hundred forms of fear, self-delusion, self-seeking, and self-pity, we step
on the toes of our fellows and they retaliate. Sometimes they hurt us,
seemingly without provocation, but we invariably find that at some time in the
past we have made decisions based on self which later placed us in a position
to be hurt.
So
our troubles, we think, are basically of our own making. They arise out of
ourselves, and the alcoholic is an extreme example of self-will run riot,
though he usually doesn't think so. Above everything, we alcoholics must be rid
of this selfishness. We must, or it kills us!
Big
Book pg. 62
But
did not we, ourselves, set the ball rolling?
Big
Book pg. 67
Creator
help us understand that we create those negative energies.