"It is not through
the great skill of the hunter himself that success is achieved, but through the
hunter's awareness of his place in Creation and his relationship to all
things."
Thomas
Yellowtail Crow
On
the other hand--and strange as this may seem to those who do not
understand--once a psychic change has occurred, the very same person who seemed
doomed, who had so many problems he despaired of ever solving them, suddenly
finds himself easily able to control his desire for alcohol, the only effort
necessary being that required to follow a few simple rules.
"The
Doctor's Opinion"
Big
Book pg. xxix
I
woke up. This had to be stopped. I saw I could not take so much as one drink. I
was through forever. Before then, I had written lots of sweet promises, but my
wife happily observed that this time I meant business. And so I did.
Shortly
afterward I came home drunk. There had been no fight. Where had been my high
resolve? I simply didn't know. It hadn't even come to mind. Someone had pushed
a drink my way, and I had taken it. Was I crazy? I began to wonder, for such an
appalling lack of perspective seemed near being just that.
Big
Book pg. 5
My
friend promised when these things were done I would enter upon a new
relationship with my Creator; that I would have the elements of a way of living
which answered all my problems. Belief in the power of God, plus enough
willingness, honestly and humility to establish and maintain the new order of
things, were the essential requirements.
Big Book pgs. 13 & 14
Great Mystery
teach me to watch and learn your ways.