Indians ought not buy whiskey, it is hot in his heart for a little
while, then it is gone. The Indian is cold, his head is sore, and he does
not remember what he did when the poison was in
him. Decori Winnebago Here is the fellow who has been puzzling you, especially in his
lack of control. He does absurd, incredible, tragic things while drinking.
He is a real Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. He is seldom mildly intoxicated. He
is always more or less insanely drunk. His disposition while drinking
resembles his normal nature but little. He may be one of the finest
fellows in the world. Yet let him drink for a day, and he frequently
becomes disgustingly, and even dangerously anti-social. He has a positive
genius for getting tight at exactly the wrong moment, particularly when
some important decision must be made or engagement kept. He is often
perfectly sensible and well balanced concerning everything except liquor,
but in that respect he is incredibly dishonest and selfish. He uses his
gifts to build a bright outlook for his family and himself, and then pulls
the structure down on his head by a senseless series of sprees. He is the
fellow who goes to bed so intoxicated he ought to sleep the clock around.
Yet early next morning he searches madly for the bottle he misplaced the
night before. Big Book pgs. 21 & 22 The almost certain consequences that follow taking even a glass of
beer do not crowd into the mind to deter us. If these thoughts occur, they
are hazy and readily supplanted with the old threadbare
idea that this time we shall handle ourselves like other people.
There is a complete failure of the kind of defense that keeps one from
putting his hand on a hot stove. Big Book pg. 24 Grandfather remove our insanity. |